Knowing and Obeying GOD
If you do not know the Lord, know that He is seeking you, he is standing at the door waiting for you to open it. That is your first choice and first step in Obedience. He cares not for your appearance, past or sins. OPEN the door. Say to yourself YES Lord, I need you, I want better for my life, I want to go a different way than I have been going. My way is not working for me for so many reasons. Trust and believe that he will walk through the door. Once this choice is made you begin your journey of change.